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Lovers ForeverYou walk down the street in glee as you feel each heart beat pulsing the same as yourself each set of lungs breathing the same earth air that you roam free upon
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But quiet, wholesome, loving, complete
and every footstep is racing to love love love in this one moment in every way.
and I run where? Into rooms and drugs and l o v e
Into space and time and n o w
Into choices and chances and e n d l e s s p o s s i b i l i t i e s

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Devious Journal Entry

Sun May 3, 2009, 12:19 PM

I can't think
I'm in a fog
I feel like the cogs in my cognition are grinding in need of grease
I wish I could have some peace, but once all this energy inward
Is like rotten curds, smelling up the place.
I can see the broken vase, its got your picture on it
Now its shattered
My brain is battered and bruised, crusted and confused
Totally abused, tortured in an orchard where the trees sap is blood
And the syrup isn't nearly so sweet

Its defeat wrapped in inaction
The spirit is broken
Whats the point?
Is there really something better out there?
Why should I care anyways? I guess some of it has to be worth caring about, but I guess I dont care about anything.
Theres got to be something more out there
Maybe what you get is what you care about or dont care about...
I suppose I should just have faith that things will get better...

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Mood: Anguish
Listening to: Tortured screams in every part of my body
Reading: aimlessly
Watching: my wishes go unfulfilled
Playing: diablo 2
Eating: not eating anything
Drinking: too much

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Current Residence: The Belly of The Beast
Interests: Music, computers, video games.
Favourite movie: Nightmare before Christmas, Fear and Loathing, LOTR
Favourite band or musician: John Digweed
Favourite genre of music: Electronica
Favourite artist: Stage One
Favourite poet or writer: Either Johnen Vasquez or Sappho
Favourite photographer: My Grandma!
Favourite style of art: Abstract
Operating System: Windows 2000 Pro
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Shell of choice: exoskeleton.
Wallpaper of choice: black
Skin of choice: Cryostasis T1
Favourite game: Legend of Zelda for NES
Favourite gaming platform: Computer
Favourite cartoon character: Invader Zim
Personal Quote: http://profiles.yahoo.com/the_infamous_bloated_cow
Tools of the Trade: Anything I can get my hands on.

Email: brandon@gbmr.net
AIM: bloatedcow225
MSN: bloated_cow_1@hotmail.com
Yahoo: the_infamous_bloated_cow

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~bloatedcow

Oct 3, 2008, 11:02:00 PM

Sifting softly though the ashes of my past, ignoring the inkling of serendipity. Sweelty accosted granulated idiocy haunting my resonances. Sickness pervailing, thoughts wandering, pandering to that little voice that speaks so damn loudly, it all presents me with challenge. The essence of conformity, submitting to the normality......... the theocracy founded by fools. Its all different when theres a gun to your head, life melts away, so does your values. Its easy when you don't have a choice.

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Life is all the facets of contribution

~eyeflavors

Oct 13, 2007, 3:29:49 PM

i love you

~bloatedcow

Nov 16, 2006, 12:57:56 AM

Gosh, you are so cool to come here and tell me all that. Rock on brotha man

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Life is all the facets of contribution

~Indref

Nov 16, 2006, 12:47:37 AM

i download all of my music and movies. I do not care about the record industry, let alone your cousins attempts to gain money through saved reconstructions of air vibrations.

So go away and enjoy your ban.

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_{Atheist | Furry | Bisexual | Polyamorous
...because normal is a setting on a washing machine.}

~Ambiez

Sep 25, 2006, 6:21:44 AM

Hmmm. Figured I'd pop up and say Hi. Home for the week on Block Leave before I fly out to Kuwait next week. Admin Hooah.

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Lawyer: "Are you married?"
Witness: "No, I'm divorced."
Lawyer: "And what did your husband do before you divorced him?"
Witness: "A lot of things I didn't know about."
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~eyeflavors

Sep 13, 2006, 8:57:44 PM

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